Thursday, 28 July 2011

有心无力

mom and daddy go dating..
in i-city..
i stay at home alone..
and today i absent..
no go to school..
skip a day..
yesterday i done a big mistake..
make suthan and tamila feel shy..
i am so sorry..
because of my un maturation..
a bit guilty now..
i won't mention the matter again in my class..
besides, i feel like no want enter university..
don't know why..
even i promise with my buddy ready..
enter Unimas or UMS together..
some subject i dislike make me want to give up..
account and economics..
the most difficult subject..
but i believe i can score well in my BM and PA..
like that, i think i only can get at least 2.0 in my real STPM..
before i success to passed my MUET test..
i know i can do it well.
but now i bored when i start to read the economics references book..
just open the first page, i start to yawn..
otherwise i will go to sleep..
i know i just want to escape the fact..
purposely but no strengthen..
sigh..