I was grow up slowly...

Today is in the end of August..
National day..
It was public holiday for all of Malaysian..
I stay at home..
And maybe later will accompany my mom go to shopping..
Lets talk about yesterday..
I felt very happy..
Because my account test was better than last month one..
My result was progressive..
This is because I had put more afford in my studies..
Some of my classmate not believe in my result..
Some of them study very hard..
But their result were normal..
I think maybe I always ask teacher when I don’t know how to do..
But my friends no want to ask..
They just ask their friends..
Some of them very selfish one..
They no want teach us..
So I prefer to ask teacher..
Although sometimes I have scored by teacher..
when I ask the same questions..
but I never give up..
I knew that teacher was not feel well with me..
Actually most of us don’t teacher teaching what..
But they scare and shy to ask and some of them prefer go to tuition..
Then I was represent my class to ask teacher lo..
Sigh..
If want to learn and study in form 6..
We must always respect teacher and
when cant do the exercise given by teacher..
Must ask..
Don’t be shy..
All my friends..
I learned confident,brave,responsibility,and cherish someone after NS…
So I no scare and shy anymore in my future..
I was grow up slowly……………

现在的我很不爽！！！

我现在很不爽勒~一旦在家太久我就不能顶!
我的弟弟妹妹很吵!!!!
我很想出去!!!可是不能!!!
没交通!!!
我又生病~
在家较好~
我在家做不到功课!!!
可是我有过在学校完成功课后才回~
结果被妈妈骂了一顿!!!
她讲是因为我不想帮他做家务才特地这么迟回的!!!
的确我不否认这是其中一个原因!!
又怎样?!
去朋友家作功课也是一个错?!
在家你们都不能教我~
所以你们没有资格这么讲我!!!
我很生气!!!
可是又能怎样?!!
我也是乖乖听妈妈的话!!!
最多以后要留校或去朋友家先告诉妈妈咯!
我从来讲不赢妈妈~
唉,生活就是这样咯…

new saturday

today is Saturday..
just finish watching a movie..
“legend”..
Jackie chan perform one..
Interest too..
because I like his movie..
besides..
my guess was totally accurate..
he haven online yet..
==’’..
……
Ermm………
Besides..
Just now I go to clinic for a treat..
Doctor gave me some medicine and the throat candy..
I just eat the sweet only..
I hate medicine..
Haiz..
Anyway..
Must eat..
No more excuse..
“candy,now you are sick…remember..”
Always remind me..
My brain..

Other than that..
I await next Monday..
I want go to entertain myself..
Since going form 6..
Accept busy and busy..
I haven take a good rest for myself..
Next week I want go to cenima and watch many many movie!!!
And i will go greenbox too..
And sing song!!!
Await this too long!!!
Relax(x10000000000000000000000000…)!!!

11 o’clock ready..
Good night and sweet dream to everyone that I had know you….
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz………………..
Nite……………….

By:candy

我这次彻底生病了

我这次彻底生病了
喉咙痛到讲话都不能开口
早上病得更严重
头痛
发热气
又有一点点咳嗽
早餐只吃面包而已
又不懂作么
生病我也会流泪
好脆弱的彩丽
外刚内柔
可能没有人关心的关系吧
妈也没空关心我
因为还有两岁多的妹妹需要他的照顾
我现在很痛苦
我最讨厌生病了
比起往年
我生病的次数是及少又少的
一年我可以说生病不到五次
不过一旦生病了
就是蛮严重的那种
现在我彻底病了
生病的
彩丽
最不坚强
最不快乐
最傻
最脆弱
因为不懂作么
她会哭~


By:candy

I was sick..
Throat ache..
Cough some more..
This few day damn hot..
I get sick..
Tired..
Less talk..
Prevent my throat ache again..
My dad just buy durians..
My fovourite fruit..
Cannot eat ler..
So pity..
Mom want me drink 100 plus..
Maybe later I will drink lor..
Luckily there are a few day can rest at home..
Public holiday and weekend..
So I can take a enough rest at home..


By:candy

This week,my school Persatuan Persiaran seed the song that related with Hari Kebangsaan..
SEIA SEKATA,SATU MALAYSIA had been seed every day during the recess time..
This song took me back to national service times...........
2 month ago………
cherish memory of ns.........


by:candy

*sad*got a friend like her

Today sad again..
My friend,why you all so reality..
If join me just want take advantage from me..
Now I tell you..
You are not seniority to be my friend!!!
I very very don’t like your temperament!!!
I must far away from you!!!
Do you know I just want be friend with you..
Why you exploit me just for your academic???
I felt very very disappopinted with you!!!
I felt sad got a friend like you!!!
How can you imagine if got a friends join you to take advantage from you???
Really not like right???!!!
Then why you are the person I talk about???
I think you wont be my friend anymore…
I must firm with you..
I know I am stupid and idiot..
Because get a friend like you……..
I will left you slowly and slowly…
You will not be my friend again..

*sad*

By:candy

caught by prefect in assembly..

Today feel sad..
Totally sad..=(
*silent*
Cried at the early morning..
Something happen to me..
Again caught by the stupid indian prefect..
She want me dye back my hair..
Actually I dye black my hair two times already..
Two times for two months..
She asked me:-
“I told you many times..have you dye black your hair?!”
I said:-
“last time you got saw my black become black ready right?!then now my hair want change back gold colour,I no choice one mar!!!”
Then,then indian prefect get angry..
because I reply defiantly to her!!!
She wanted me followed her to see puan Aru(the most fierce disiplin teacher in my school!!!nobody dare to offend her!!!)…
OMG…………………….
At that time,I cant to think anymore..
Just follow her go to see the fierce teacher..
Pn Arn then asked the stupid prefect what wrong with me..
She told everything to teacher lor..
Teacher gave me till this week to dye black my hair..
I tied to explain with her that I have dye it two times ready and if want dye for third times,it will affect my scalp…
But no matter I tried to explain,it was useless….
Sad..
I was capitulate..
Teacher wanted me change another hair saloon if cant dye black the hair..
suddenly my eyes suddenly fill in my tears..
I was cried..


*sigh*
How can I do for my hair now???
Cut it???(love dearly it!!!cant!!!)
Dye black again???(cant!!!if like that,I think it seriously maybe cause head cancer!!!cannot!!! )
Like this cannot,like that olso cannot!!!
How should I do for my hair???

Sunday*enrich*

Today ..
Sunday..
Enrich..
I used about 4 hours to do my homework..
My hand was ache..
Because use the pen wrote too much..
Pity.. =(
But..
Homework still like a mountain high..
Whatever I done it..
Also cant finish it..
It will pile up higher and higher..
It never decrease..
I don’t know when I can complete it..

Besides,
I have another 2 hours for watching television..
I watched the entertainment program..
The “guess guess guess”damn funny..
I laugh..
Try to forgot about my academic..
There was a singing competition program..
The “happy boy”..
Listen to their song..
Put down gently myself..
Hehe..=)

Hmm..
Nothing to say so much for today..
Share something about my Sunday life..

By:candy

~Smile always~^^

P liciense just for a memorial???

Tomorrow is Saturday..
i want go to school by car..
but my mom not allow me to drive the car..
so sad..
every day take bus to school damn boring..
I be weary of this life..
I hate to wait the bus every morning..
Sometimes,the public bus come late..
Like today I reach school about 7:40am..
The prefect had been recorded my name..
I feel so shy to enter the school..
Late!!!

But then..
Sometimes,the bus no want stop to fetch me..
So pity..
Me..candy..
Bus driver saw me one person only take bus..
Then he lazy to stop in my station there..
Why can like that one???
I also one of his passenger!!!
If I have another choice,I will prefer to drive the car myself go to school..
Some of my classmates have their own car..
They can drive to school every day..
Actually,I was admire them..
Since I back from NS,I seldom touch the car..
I have licence!!!
My mom want me keep the license first..
If like that,the purpose of car learning is for what???!!!
Lol….
OMG..
Mom want me to keep it...
P license just for a memorial???
I also blurrrrr..@@


By:candy

Insomnia again

Insomnia again last night.Every time I search for his story..I don’t know why..want to understand him more and more..but I always remind myself don’t think too much..We just friends only..

By:candy

I find interesting in my bahasa malaysia class

Today I find interesting in my bahasa malaysia(BM) class.We learn types of bahasa such as bhs istana,bhs formal,tak formal,bhs mesra and so on.The most interesting was we can communicated in the bahasa kasar.Teacher want us talk to each other.We all feel very shy.hahahaha…how to talk in bhs kasar???there are long time I no talk in that kind of bhs. not benefit for us if we learn more and more about it.lmao..Then I lawan what teacher say..i said:’cikgu,sini kat sekolah lah,mana blh cakap kasar???’ All of us laugh.include teacher.hahahahahaaaaaaa…actually teacher want us try to talk only.I know.I just want to joke only because in BM class is damn boring before!!!

Besides,this was a first time for me to do an essay at Muet Class.1st time I done it at class and discuss with my friends.We do it together and gave some ideas to complete the essay.The title was about “Mat Rempit”. I find it interesting.
That all for today..

p/s: My English is no good.If you find the any mistake in my writings,please let me know.Thanks.


by:candy

我发现我自己做不到~

我发现我自己做不到~
我对惠清感到抱歉,因为我说话不算数,原本以为要在STPM拿华文，却发现自己cover不到…实在太多太多的功课把我压了下去，我抽不到时间来读这科华语。（我喜欢的科目！）I LOVE it so much!!!不过我有心无力！！！加上读到来回家的时间已经大约8：00++了！在这里，想和清说对不起，对不起每一起坚持拿华文到最后，因为我做不到，放弃了！当初是我约你一起读华文，现在自己却在退缩，没信心及把握能做到这一切一切！对不起！我的好朋友！…(珍重的，发自内心的…)

By:candy

一个人回家的感觉真孤单…

一个人回家的感觉真孤单…
今天放学自己孤孤单单回家。没朋友陪，突然间发现一个人回家的感觉真孤单…
甚至怕都不敢说出口。好希望每天都有人陪我回家哦。也许你们会觉得我还像小孩子一样需要妈妈陪，不过我就是那种外刚内弱的女生，大家都不知道吧。每天六点等巴士都需要妈妈陪，这就是我啦！因为我怕孤单……

其实我有时在想我真正要的是什么?我要爱情,友情,亲情…..
我的结论是:我需要被关心！！！
我害怕被抛弃，孤单寂寞，
我也需要爱！！！


By:candy

中六真的给累倒我了

家里的小霸王好吵,而我刚做好功课,累~
还没吃午餐勒,都几点了,唉~算了,等下去吃榴莲好。
嗯，昨天第一次写部落格，好开心。
明天又要上课了，可是我还有很多功课要赶，
我不可以在像乌龟慢慢爬了，
因为我已落后了很多。
而我的朋友们全都在坐飞机了，
读书不可再怠慢了，
要永远记得不怕慢，只怕站。
其实我是在提醒我自己。

噢~~~~~累，中六真的给累倒我了~~~不过还是在加油着~切记：不可放弃！！！

By:~candy~

我不喜欢他赞赏别人~+finally

我不喜欢他赞赏别人~
他就是不喜欢给我留言~
他的朋友就是喜欢给我留言~
我受够了他~
他就是这样赞赏他人~
令我吃醋~
不懂他有观察我的动静吗？
希望是有~
因为我就是喜欢他在乎我~

by:candy


finally, i success control my emotion..i can stop thinking him..that is new for me..now,my life become as normal as before..there was a challenge for me to overcome..STPM..i should done better..that not only me,also for my dearest mom and dad..i no want they be disappointed..mom always wish me..i want give them a comfortable and good life when i get a nice job in my future..what should i do now? i must study hard..

by:candy