miss + scared

miss my mom so much!
miss my whole family!
cant concentrate in my studies?!
i want to meet them!
study here 2 months and more, first time miss my family member!
maybe i start feel precious..
they are very vital for me!
when i saw my mom lay in the hospital,
my my heart feel pain and pain..
i pretend i am strong in front of her..
i try my best to accompany her..
i try my best to do everything she called me to do..
because i really scare if one day, how she disappear?
how about my life if she leave me and my lovely siblings and daddy?
i really really scared..
i really really upset,
really apologize if i hurt you before,
i will try best to pray for you!!!
hope god bless you!!!!
*SOB*

hope

meeting is an experience .
but i decide this week no more formal meeting for me please!
i am tired!
i need rest!
i was breathless now!

just hope everything will go smooth.
*hope*

*faculty night*

yesterday was my faculty night..

we love and enjoy it!

i most like the ballroom dance!

XD

really amazing and fun!

here some photo to share with you all: 

three pretties~~~XD

photo with our group member...

and that day, i become the master chat (MC) in the sketch, a bit nerVous...haha...but i did it well! XD

good luck to myself!

yeah, fac QUEEN 2012/2013 appear!!!

photo with fac QUEEN, so Proud!

XD

she really pretty!

photo with xiao en en and steven DADDy....LOL

~SHARING IS CARING~

today korea class i start feel scare.. cos i was out of idea.. i dunno how to voice out ... sad

ukm life

long time did not come back here..
miss here..
actually last week i busying with the MMP..
until no enough time to facebook ing and blog ing..
the MMP gave me a memorable week..
i never sleep at 2 or 3 o clock and need to wake up at 5 30 am..
never have this experience before..
this is first time, last time!
hahaha
although we are tired , but i was great to face it!
we weAr baju kurung for whole MMP week,
we cheer for kolej keris mas ,
we voice out as good as we can,
we laugh together,
and we..................................

still remember first day i coming this new environment,
my first feeling is too less chinese ,
how can like that?
but now, after i know other chinese guys,
my next expression is less chinese will get more coorperation..
we are proud in UKM..
what else can i do?
i am so luckily can enter this famous university..
actually with my stpm result, i no have the requirement to enter here..
i am so lucky,
i know..
when i ask my course mate, fak mate, roommate, or what ever mate,
their result was good!
cgpa at least 3. something and above..
never mind..
i will not low self esteem myself..
i will try my best to complete my university life..
i will enjoy it..
i swear....
XD

ok, just stop here , because i need to wash up again..
bye, here have some picture can share with you all....
*enjoy it yeah*

他觉得我 过得很好
可是 我 一点 也 不好

my dream~ finally!

Semakan Keputusan Kemasukan Ke IPTA (Calon yang Mendapat PNGK 2.8 dan ke atas)
Program Pengajian Lepasan STPM/Matrikulasi/Asasi
Sesi Akademik 2012/2013

NO. KAD PENGENALAN / MYKAD : 920301105992 NAMA : YAP CHOY LAY KATEGORI : A - Kategori STPM 2011 Aliran Sastera ANGKA GILIRAN : SB00021080

TAHNIAH! Anda telah berjaya ditawarkan program pengajian seperti berikut : KA47 IJAZAH SARJANAMUDA SAINS SOSIAL DENGAN KEPUJIAN (KOMUNIKASI MEDIA) UKM - UNIVERSITI KEBANGSAAN MALAYSIA http://www.ukm.my/kemasukan/tawaran CATATAN : Calon boleh mencapai Surat Tawaran melalui Laman Web IPTA mulai 13 Ogos 2012.

can't trust i can get it!  
finally!
THANKS GOD!
:)

丁当 - 一个人不可能

一个人我在沮丧 
一个人走在路上
泪流下那么荒唐 
分手当初是我在逞强
一个人对谁嚣张 
一个人为谁而忙
我懂了你没反抗 
是因为我不够坚强

只是我一个人 一个人不可能 不可能有多快乐我承认 从前是两个人 两个人多认真  一年后却像两个陌生人 只是我一个人 一个人不可能  不可能有多快乐我承认 想回到两个人 认真的两个人 一个人没有方向  一个人闷得发慌 谁懂得我的疯狂  谁会一直在我的身旁 一个人该怎么样  一个人一个人唱 天冷了你还好吗  明天是不是会晴朗 只是我一个人 一个人不可能  不可能有多快乐我承认 从前是两个人 两个人多认真  一年后却像两个陌生人 只是我一个人 一个人不可能  不可能有多快乐我承认 想回到两个人 认真的两个人 一个人 一个人不可能  不可能有多快乐多温热 再习惯一个人 一个人再认真  认真也不能让幸福成真 一个人一个人不可能  不可能有两个人的灵魂 等待另一个人 爱的另一个人

· 叮当歌曲 (所有)

· 叮当专辑 (所有)

• 歌曲排行榜
• 经典老歌

ending

He can achieve all my dreams, but I can not accept him

途中

最近爱上了 黄美珍 的 “途中”

超好听的！

也许 那首歌反映了我现在的心情吧

有一种爱 一种爱 真的 存在~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

我想要的爱  还没有到来~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

可是我有预感在脑海~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

爱 就是这样

你爱的人 他不爱你你不爱的人 他却拼命追求你

最近 又被人追了

不懂是开心  还是 伤心 的事呢？

开心 我又多了仰慕者

伤心 我却对他没好感

唉 老天就是这么爱愚弄人们

尤其是像我这么可爱的女生   XD

*自恋*

我测试那个男的 

约了我整两个星期  我才答应出去一次

（我可不好追喔，可怜你了）

理由很简单

他的诚意打动了我

而我打算给他一个机会

也给单身的自己一个约会

可是 我还是觉得没心动到 没感觉勒

好像自己给自己打了个麻醉针一样

预防别人的心进入我的心

唉        *懊恼*

（结局还未知  待续）

父母 恩

父母  恩情

何时报得了

我 彷徨

在他们重要之际 需要子女

（也就是我们）  时

我却不经意  和他们吵架了

是我不孝吗

还是我们还在叛逆时期

二十岁了

有些人 已经当别人的娘了

为什么 还是不争气

小事也要和他们吵

为什么 为什么

我说不出为什么  

也不知道为什么  

我就是如此没用   体会不到他们对我们的爱与付出！

旅游记##

热浪岛变成 了浪中岛之旅了！ 我不后悔.

我们 玩得太疯狂了！

我们的第一次都献给了它~

我们第一次照顾喝醉酒的 香蕉。

我们第一次看  蓝眼泪 。

我们第一次潜水 望海.

我们第一次 一起熬夜。

与此同时 我像美人鱼在海上无忧无虑地游泳 了.

美人鱼的眼泪流了。

她曾被伺候得像公主一样 。

她很幸福。

很可惜的

后来她的梦破碎了

她闯进他的生活是她的错.

是她 折磨了他

她 现在很 彷徨 

她 知错了

她 还是 放弃 了。

i cant find him!
:(

no idea

mother day for this year, i really no have idea.
how?????????????????
sigh..
really sigh...
need a discussion with my siblings..

I AM PRETTY TODAY.

FIRST TIME REALIZE THAT I AM SO PRETTY.

HOW SERIOUS I DID IN OFFICE.

BOSS, THAT IS YOUR HONORED BECAUSE SHE BECOME YOUR WORKER.

AND YOU BE HER BOSS.

YOU HIRED A PRETTY CLERK IN OFFICE.

YOUR CUSTOMERS REALLY LOVE HER.

YOUR CUSTOMERS REALLY PAIN HER.

SHE WAS PRETTY.

BOSS, YOUR BUSINESS WAS GETTING WIDER AND HIGHER.

BOSS, YOUR PROFIT WAS ADDING QUIETLY. 

BOSS, SHE IS YOUR HONORED.

PLEASE TAKE GOOD CARE OF HER.

i need a break!

long time I didn't travel..
suddenly miss the travel moment!
who is my travel partner for the next trip???
who want travel with me?
who also have the same interest with me???
I like TRAVEL!!!!
I admit it!!!!
originally today I have my Ipoh trip, but everything change because of my driver friend..sigh!
some more they need go to grave for praying.
so that trip cancelled yesterday.
i really feeling sad!
sigh.
very unfortunately.
so planning for today change.
i went to jusco, klang parade and carefour with my lovely family..
just go to shopping lor..
but really bored la..
because selangor got many shopping centre, every week also tired.
sigh again.
so what should i do now is enjoy my job for tomorrow and have a nice planning for next weekend..
bye Sunday!

sunday mood

Yeah, Sunday mood right now.

What I have done for today, ironing, washing, clean up myself.

I did a lot of housework!

After that, read the newspaper, watch television, and read phone magazine.

I had a cha siao rice as my lunch.

And right now, 1:49pm I do my blogging.

I was searching for a new phone now.

Any suggestion?

Samsung galaxy s ii?

Samsung galaxy w?

Hesitate now.

I am waiting for my salary.

Haha.

fast food day ^^

today for me, is a fast food day..

wahaha..

i had a lunch in MC d..

with my colleagues..

i always had a filet o-fish!

 my dinner?

fast food again!

go to pizza hut with my sisters..........

we had a hawaii pizza and cheese fried rice!

the taste not bad, because long time i didnt eat already la..

....

summary:today I became a fatty girl!!!!!!!!!!!!

argh.............

hahaha.......

that's all!!!!!!!!!!!

there was a long time I didn't self-timer..
since I start use the samsung phone..
that megapixis of the phone very low..

today definitely a unhappy day..
*dislike*
I think I want design in this month..
that working like a hell..
only the ghost will live there..
sad..
I dislike my colleagues attitude..
boss 's attitude I also dislike.
I think I not suitable working at there..
but no choice now..
I have to work until this month end..
If not, I scare that lao cha po not want pay me salary..
luckily my salary always take on the end of month..
sad la ..

talk about other thing,I will take my stpm result on 23th February..
look forward of it..
just hope that the achievement is good than what I hope..
^^

annual dinner

time is flies..

already one month working at Sim Teong Huat SDN BHD..

unbelievable..

I had my angpao "bunga "RM100 and RM20 as my opening work angpao..

actually that work is not bad..

just sometimes I feel bored..

when I work in office..

I more like that my company give me training..

like follow the seminar and do something can move here move there..

tomorrow my company will hire the dragon team to my office..

huat ar..

haha..

here some photo that my friends took..

yeah, is our company annual dinner..

 we both like sisters?

some customers thought we are siblings..

speechless..

we just friend and colleagues..

we three some age, could you believe?

:)

or my look more young and pretty?

*confidence*

Yap, Liau and Soh

boss intro us to customers..

I feel many customer damn like me..

haha..

some customers took the chance to shake hand with me..

damn funny..

really enjoy the moment with them..

really really nice..

SHELL annual dinner coming soon..

just hope that I can attend and enjoy it..

because I miss somebody T THERE..

^^

BY:CANDY CHOY LAY