生命中總有 那麼一段時光 充滿不安 可是除了勇敢面對 我們別無選擇

讓自己忙一點 忙到沒有時間 去思考無關緊要的事 很多事就這樣悄悄地淡忘了

nightmares

2 nightmares today... 

feel insecure.. 

SUFFOCATING...

start felt scare..

what I suppose to do?

give me some DIRECTION..

疯

我快疯了！
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....................

something happened...

There was a long time ago I din't have "heartbeat"..

yesterday, there was a very sunny day..

somebody sat closer to me,

and he had a lunch box beside me..

and he chewed the food slowly..

while he started to say something with me..

"you from which group? as a?"

"technical ajk only.."

"what you suppose to do and you looked so free?"

==''

ya, actually there was a rehearsal ran yesterday..

and all staffs were busying with their business.. 

and what i do was ..

sat on a chair, had my lunch box, watched all surrounding..

==''

sigh..

"i helped to take the microphone to musicians and vocalist! and also alert the surrounding if they need me.."

"somemore???"

"erm..........."

i moved my shoulder and showed i don"t know already..

and he continued ,

"sat alone also very lonely, and you have nothing to do, since you are free, later i try to arrange some work to you.."

"ooo..."

sigh again.

wait in a movement, someone calling him.

and he had to left here..

finally, i got some news:

he was the musicians and vocalist coordinator, and also drummer!

how important he play the wide role in this event!

*shock!!!*