Tanjung Karang..

yesterday deepavali..
today i went to my grandmother house at Tanjung Karang..
grandmother treat me and my sister eat..
a enjoyable day with her..
besides, same of my cousin will wedding next month..
i haven prepare my dinner dresses..
hehe..
other than that,today was a graduation i year anniversary..
i no attend because i no have transport..
nobody can fetch me go..
and my distances is so far from the venue that they meet..
or in other say i am mo sham..=='..
now about 1am morning..
i cant sleep..
hope i can enjoy my life now..
that what can i do..
say about the genting trip that my ns friends plan before..
i think i maybe will attend if i have enough money..
seriously now i out budget ready..
sigh..
and if christine them got attend, i sure will attend..
but the problem is we no have transport to go to genting highland..
if take the genting bus,it is dangerous..
i scare when i read the news about bus fell down back from genting..
if they want to fetch us go,i also fear..
because they all same age with me and all of them are new license..
my mom sure will not let me out with them..
i no want my mom worry about me too..
so must i must rasional to make a decision..

okay lar..late ready..
just stop here..
good night and sweet dream..

by:candy

每一次在家都有想哭的欲望，我真的很不行…眼泪夺眶而出…控制不住…问我原因，我不会告诉你…这是我和妈妈之间的勾结…想出门深怕回到家门前有被碎碎念…二来有需要开销…不懂该如何是好…长这么大了，每件事都需要你CONTROL，我真的很辛苦…I NEED FREEDOM,你懂不懂？这是我迟迟不交男朋友的其中一个原因…爱我的人必须经过我妈的那一关…会很累…没办法，试问谁可以帮我挑战这个难关？

after exam..

today is Wednesday..

start holiday for Hari Deepavali !!!

but i feel bored at home..

what should i do now?

i know i should do correction of the exam paper..

but if i do myself,i can't do it well..

so i need group study..

but my mom not allow me outing with my friends..

because last week almost full day i not at home..

i do revision with my friends..

this few day,after exam i feel relax!!!

and i have a lot of friends accompany me in my form 6 life!!

thanks all of you!!

yesterday i score 24/30 in my economics subject!!

so excited when i get the result!!

always listen adult say STPM is hard and difficult to face it..

now i only know we must study smart to do it well..

then i have not regret anymore..

i was success to face it!

at here i want thank Grey Chen help me in my studies..

thank you for teaching me and do revision with me and li zih,and also pui wen..

thank you very much..

i hope our friendship will last forever!!

besides,i want find a part time work..

because now i out budget ready..

i need the salary to buy my Chinese new year's clothes..

i no want depend my mom to give me pocket money..

i want learn independence like in national service life..

okay..

just stop here..

my time is limited..

and my younger sister make noise again..

sigh..

by:candy

good luck to all of you!