其实我真的很害怕

真的很想时间停在这一刻

我很怕新年后要过的日子

我不敢想象

因为离大马高级文凭教育考试越来越近了

未来的几个月我不懂该怎么样走

想到我真的很想退缩

真的很怕

虽说大家问我中六难吗？好不好读？我都会说好呀，ok啊之类的话

其实我真的很害怕

谁可以给我那股力量

让我再次振作起来？

你在哪里？

By: candy

25.01.2011

My last day in school before Chinese New Year

Today is Friday and I have a week for Chinese New Year holiday.

First period is PengajianAm[1]one period only. Teacher give us a quiz in the class.i answer what I figure out only I found that there are many things that I no understand yet such as peranan dan tugas kerajaan tempatan.futhermore, I didn’t have my own Pengajian Am inference book.

Besides, Second and third period have a speaking task in class taday.teacher call our name according by the name list.unfortunely,Pn Marshita call my name after four of my friends sharing their ideas .then, I stand up to talk something. In that time, I no brave to share my opinion although I have stand up already then, teacher say to me:choy lay, say out your point. Then I continue to speak out my view.i spoke my view towards the questions softly (words by words and clearing). When I finish speaking, teacher commented me: actually you have point to share, but your confidence is so less.i agree what the teacher mention just now.i was nervous actually. Then, I sit down and continue listen my friend’s view.i keep silent and open my ears when my friends is speaking.Finally. The muet lesson is finish. We thank you and good day Pn marhita. now, I m thinking about 1 hour and I find that my speaking component is very week and terrible I should improve my speaking component and always practice talking in English language with my classmate- suthan. Teacher had praise suthan and want us learn something on him. now, I know what I should do for my next muet lesson after Chinese New Year.

Next is economics.Pn Yap gave us some questions to practice in class.then, she also checked our note.

i have my recess time at 10 o’clock. As usual I go to canteen with li zih and pui wen.

After recess time, I have a boring BM class.Pn Azizah want every one of us has own BM dictionary. So sad.i didn’t have dictionary and I no want to buy because so waste money.but, teacher force us buy and she want the dictionary after Chinese New Year.

After BM class, I have account class. But Pn Thye does not enter our class for one week because she influenced by chicken pop. Then I have two free period today.i spend this two period by help pui wen do some BM things and color the “durian queen” with fei fang and zing chang.haha.fei fang played the song and we have happy hour in class.^^

That is my last day in the school before Chinese New Year.

By: candy

28.01.2011

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Sunday life...

right,is Sunday..

i am busy at home..

wake up about 9:50am,then help my mom do housework,

then wash my school shoes,do my homework,

my aunt come my house,and bla bla bla...

till only 12:30am i have my breakfast and lunch together..

but just chocomalt only..

==''..

then read newspaper,and online now..

later i will iron my school uniform..

and also take a bath for attending the kaligrafi competition..

^^..

i hope can get the prize..

^^..

besides,take care my baby sister also is my"job" at home..

==''..

she sometimes very cute but sometimes very annoying..

==''..

besides,my homework is getting more and more..

my school teacher always"throw"the homework to us..

tugasan la..

do own note la..

and do the R&D la..

so so so .........don't know how to describe..

==''..

teacher say we must sahut cabaran..

STPM i can't say it is complicated..

but must say it as a challenges..

==''

so i hope i can undergo the hardship..

*can*

^^

yup,that all for today~~~~

by:candy

stop use my phone!!!!!!!!!!

now very scare..just scolded by my uncle..

over use my hp..

the amount reach till RM300++per month!!!!!!!!!

how i use?????????????i also no understand.......

i want stop using my phone for temporary!!!!!!!!!!

it is a MUST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so sad......=='''

now left the SIM card..

and my phone is kept by the school prefect!!!

now i use the cheap cheap one phone..

just now take out my SIM card already!!!

i will stop using it!!!!

but,cny is coming..i NEED it wor..

how ar????????????!!!!!!

i don't know..

no have other idea!!!!!!!!!!!!

or buy a new SIM card???

then pay the kredit myself????????????

i don't know..very annoying.....................sigh.!!!!!!!!!!

DON'T KNOW........SERIOUSLY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*HEADACHE*

busy with school homework

since 3th January till now,almost every day i busy with my homework..

sometimes i felt tired when i back home..

so i will take a nap first then only i continued do my homework at night..

just because today is Sunday,so i decide to update my blog..

sigh..form 6 had a loaf of homework and i should do it every day included weekends..

because i know ''don't let yesterday take up too much of today'' and

''procastination is the thief of time.''

besides.chinese new year just in the corner..

i bought my new year clothes already..

it's OK..i no have any plan for my cny yet..

so who want to make appointment with me also can..haha..

anywhere,gambateh candy,so you think you can do it well!!!

恋人？还是朋友好？

爱上你那里需要理由。

一旦爱上就爱上了。

以前对你念念不忘，

恭喜我，现在不会了。

因为我成熟了许多。

不再为不必要的爱而烦。

顺其自然就好。

因为我们做不成恋人，

至少还可以当朋友。

朋友是一辈子的。

恋人可能是短暂的。

因为我没有把握能一百巴仙捉住你的心。

我们彼此谁都不想低头说出口，

一样是倔强的个性，

岂能有良好的沟通呢？

想起来就觉得好笑。

也许是因为星座不合的关系吧。

我还是有一点迷信这一点的喔。

那我们就偶尔出来喝喝茶，

了解对方的近况就好。

这样已算是对朋友的关心了。

就祝我们在新的一年里每天都活得很精彩，

明天会更好。

彩丽 2010年12月31日