Thoughts <(￣3￣) b4 graduation

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Thoughts <(￣3￣) b4 graduation

countdown 5 days and that is my convocation day!

a lot of feeling and thought in my heart and it never been tell..

first, i really excited when i get the robe and graduate card.

if i said i was act as usual and normal like nothing happen in my life for graduation.

that totally a lies..

i know that is green colour robe which is the colour i dislike but i have to accept it..

that my big day.

real and never fake.

  i want to appreciate many peoples throughout my long journey in my uni life'

daddy, brother, sisters, uncles, all the family members and relatives

others should be my faculty mate, course mate, collage mate, soul mate, sista, seniors, juniors, who helps me to face my study journey.

 the important must my mom, where are you?

are u fine?

i hope u can hug me tightly and hold my hand for walking out from DECTAR.

like hold my hand cross the road every morning in my form 6 life.

never let me go pls.

i will super missing u during my convo.

u dated me if ur sick discover and u will come my school see me.

i awaiting the day come, but u left me.

i think in convo tat day i sure can feel ur existence., 

i no expected who will attend my convo.

at some time in the past

my thoughts is when convo i no wan anybody attend. after i take the robe, i straight drive back home alone,. i no wan to recall back any memories in my uni life. but i know that is unfair for those who still loving me and wish to attend my convo especially my family siblings. they are proud of me perhaps. so i cant be so selfish. i accept all attendances in my convo. so i just have to low profile. and feel my existence of my mom. i miss her badly~ anyways, congratulation to me.  xoxo candy choy lay